Hey gorgeous, I haven't done this for a while, been wanting to for months but I know I'd become emotional and haven't really been in the right place to do anything let alone post this. Hope your looking after my boys and hope their looking after you too, no doubt your all causing trouble, corey and georges greatt grandad passed away in march to join you all, he would have loved the three of you, if ever he had the chance to meet you all. You know, day to day life here on the otherside is hard, its hard for alot of people but I think me and your mummy have found it harder because we've been dealing with alot, dont worry though we look after eachother. We'll meet one day but until then continue to rest in paradise sweetheart. Love your god mother.xxxxxxxxx to my gorgeous baby boys, mummy loves you, I don't make it through the day without thinking about you, without thinking about your tiny fingers toes and your heart warming smiles, your not in my world but your all of it to me, you both are, it hurts, it hurts alot to know I'm not there to cuddle you, rock you to sleep, kiss your knees when grazed or stop you both from bickering but I will be one day so make the most of it! I love you both more than anything. Sleep tight my sweethearts. Love mummy. xxxxxxxxxxxxx

Happy Christmas princess!! Wish you were here spending it with us...and hope you've been having lots of fun up there. ..Mummy loves you lots and lots...sending all my love, cuddles and kisses into the sky. Christmas just can't be the same without you here, i've lost the joy and spirit of Christmas and just want to hide away. I wish you were here to say "Mummy, don't cry". Lots of love sweetheart, forever and always xxxx Mummy xxxx

I'm lighting a candle for the angels in heaven, to let them know i'm thinking of them, especially little baby George at his Mummies very difficult time...goodnight, sleep tight xxxxxx